I respect the moon's unwillingness to be photographed on a phone
This Lonliness won't be the Death of me // Being As An Ocean
I'm thinking about ending it again and i don't even care about the consequences, i just want out.
— my mind won't shut up
deepthoughtsvibes-deactivated20
I‘m not living for myself, I‘m living for the people I love. I don‘t even care about myself anymore. I struggle at things people can do so easily and I wonder why I can’t be like them. I never really had any dreams or goals and I never know what to answer when people ask me about my future. I feel like I’m not good enough and if things don’t work out I feel so overwhelmed and helpless. I‘m just trying to make it through the days and weeks and act like I‘m doing fine. It‘s easy to say to change the mindset and try to be happier but believe me, when you stuck so deep in that darkness, it‘s so damn hard not to give up. It‘s a horrible way to live a life.
(-deepthoughtsvibes)
